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Disclaimer: I received a free copy of this book from the publisher. This did not affect my opinion of the book, thank you Barks Out Loud!
This book was not long but every word served its purpose perfectly. This little tome follows Tess. Her mother married a serial killer when she was a young girl. She used to be a painter, but she isn't anymore because she feels that her new stepfather has ruined her gift. She doesn't speak to her mother and she avoids closeness at all costs. Randall is about to be executed and Tess is overjoyed that she can finally move on with her life. Tess is a very damaged woman who is clearly living in the past, this is obvious to the reader but not to Tess.
I was not exactly sure what to expect when I started this book. Yes, I had read the synopsis but I still didn't know just what kind of story I was getting into.It was an emotional ride. My heart broke for Tess. I cried for her. I wanted to help her. I hurt for her and wanted to protect the little girl that she used to be. I followed her journey to figuring out some of her issues and felt the pain right along with her.
This story though is not about Tess and her acceptance that Randall's execution won't fix her life. It's about her and her relationship with her mother. It was about Tess realizing that her mother was much more responsible for ruining her childhood than Randall. Because her mother consciously made the choice to let evil into her children's lives and did nothing to stop it. The book is about realizing the part that her mother played in all of the things she blamed Randall for. I could sympathize with Tess on this front. We don't want to believe that our parents are flawed and make mistakes, and sometimes they choose evil over their children. It can be a very painful thing to finally make that leap in your mind. But it is incredibly freeing once you finally get there.
The biggest complaint I had about this book was the Francesca storyline. While I liked Francesca as a character, I didn't like what the author did with her story. I realize that they were trying to parallel Tess and her mother with this one, but I just didn't get it. In fact I thought that the resolution to that story was a bit selfish on Tess' part and Francesca's part. So I just didn't get it, nor did I agree with how it was handled. But this small complaint aside, this was a great read.